January 2011
64 posts
It is so amazing how much you are trying for me. I...
When I miss you...
I listen to all the songs that remind me of you, over and over again. When I am laying in bed, I put the fan on because it reminds me of you. I come on tumblr and read over and over things that make me think of you. I look at my calendar in my phone and count the months I want to be with you for. I count the days till you come here. I look at the pictures of you in my phone. I go on facebook and...
All my life I've looked for people to hurt me,...
I grew up with my dad, who would ignore me making me want to try harder for him to know I was there. He would yell at stupid little things, I just wanted him to be a real father. I told him I hated him.
In fourth grade, me and my friends used to play games where we would be sled dogs, and we would be whipped by a stick, as dogs would be. I told them I was done playing that game.
In fifth grade,...
I never will change who I am.
I may get more emotionalyl strong. I may get longer hair. I may get fatter. I may get lazy and grow my leg hair out. I may learn how to fly a kite. I may be able to sing in public. I may fall in love. I may start swearing constantly. I may hangout with new people. I may move homes. I may take chances. I am going to live as me, I never will change who I am. Who I am travels with me. So never ever...
thechristiangirl asked: You unfollowed me :(
I could stare at you forever.
“I want you, I want you so bad. I want you, I want you so bad it’s driving me...”
– The Beatles (via aluuuuuuuxia)
I fucking miss you so fucking much it is driving...
How many words do you feel is enough for a chapter...
I wish I did not dream about you so much, waking...
Each day here I think about how much I would love to fall asleep next to you and wake up with you next to me. One of the nights sleeping in the tent I did not want to open my eyes because for a moment I felt like I was laying in your bed. I could picture everything in my head, your covers, walls, ceiling, amount of light showing, the feeling of the fan, and most of all the amount of comfort...
lost two followers because I went to Key West...
Grenade
“I’d catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on the blade for you
I’d jump in front of a train for you
You know I’d do anything for you
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby”- Bruno Mars
STOP!
Nothing you say is going to do anything, you are wasting your time. Spend your time doing something more important than trying to annoy me or make me upset. I am done with you in my life, DONE. Just go about your ways and go ruin someone else’s life.
“You gotta get a tan. You gotta look like Snookie.”
– Paula
Florida!
I am in Florida now! So much warmer compared to Rhode Island where there is still a foot of snow on the ground!
But I miss you already. I am still scared, but just prove me wrong and don’t leave me like others did, cause I truly want this to last.
Wanna know a secret?
You are a bitch. That’s all. Not much of a secret.
You have to look at your pictures on your camera.
Without me though. I just hope you smile. So please text me to tell me if you do. Thanks. =]
Well...
Dreams can be all fiction, and dreams can try to tell you what you truly want to say or do or be with a certain person or not. They are confusing sometimes, like sometimes they do not make sense at all. I used to have dreams of my neighbors’ houses burning down, or one going on a killing spree, I did not actually want that to happen. But dreams that are more real like are things that you...
Love can overcome anything
I wanted to ask my grandma and grandpa what made them know they wanted to be together forever, but I did not have the courage to. Instead I decided to listen to her. She lived in New York for a year, in this year she met my grandpa and they got married. Now I think about this, they did not even know each other that long before they must have gotten engaged and then were not engaged long before...
Please hug me forever and never let me go.
I am glad you do not run away from me when I look like I am about to cry, even though hugging me made me cry more, I am glad you could be there for me. I am going to leave you and Rhode Island for 52 days, don’t miss me too much, okay? Unless you come and visit me, which I hope you do my nana will love you.
To Infinity and Beyond!
I am starting to miss you less...
This is good news. Very good news. There are days still where I miss you and I just do not know how to not be reminded of you… but then there are days you seem to not even cross my mind. I like those days, I am more happy those days. You chose to leave me. You said you are happier than ever. Oh btw yes I do read your blog. And yes I am getting professional help, and it is helping me. I am...
I am really glad I make you happy.
Believe me I will be there for you always.
"Plus one"
I am not saying it. Just wanted it on here haha =]