Everyday I have been thinking more and more about the life ahead, where I’m going to want to live, how I am going to raise a family, what kind of job I am going to be stable in, and how to not be in debt the rest of my life. I can’t really say I want to spend the rest of my life in the same state. I know I am moving out of Rhode Island, but will the first state I move to be the last? I feel as it won’t be. Will I have enough money to move to a different one? I do not know. I want to have a really big family. I want them to grow up healthy. I want them to grow up happy. Whether or not they have to share rooms by threes I do not know, but they will live the best life they can. I want a job, a well paying job, but at the same time I rather work from home the most I can. I do not know what kind of job I would be able to have that lets me stay home with my children while still being paid a fair salary. I have been going to school now for two and a half years. URI stays I’ve been going to school for 1 and 1/2 years. I am 30 thousand dollars in debt already from school and one of my loans I pay 200 a month to is only going down by about 50 a month due to interest, I have over 14 thousand debt in that loan alone. I’ve been thinking really hard about continuing school. I know I need to finish school in order to get a really good job, and everyone is telling me that it will be worth it. I don’t think I can attend school for another 3 to 4 years. That would be another 30 thousand dollars. I will be paying school back for the rest of my life. Is it really worth it? I want to do something so much better for myself. I want to do something with photography, or with design, or with business, and still be able to live my dream of writing books. I do not want a degree in something I won’t use. I should just own my own art gallery, charge people a flat rate to have a show there then get 5-10% of the money they sell their artwork for. Or have my own portrait place where I would take pictures of people there or be rented for a special occasion. I would have to have money to start these business but that’s what I want to do. I do not need a degree to do any of this… I don’t.